twisted watch

yeah, i know wht i did
unaware of wrong or right
undeserved thou suffered a lot
all through the dark and bright...
you choose your way
& i stand still
hoping you to come back
but u stuck up to ur will!!
monopoly of the silence
broke the thousand words code
loneliness built the wall
where, i was cuffed abode!!!

naturally its the middle of the night
empty and turbulent
stumbling through the fright
wondering what made me skeptical and pale
its that thought - love s a fairy tale
my heart aches for such a horrible mess
the steamy grains of wood
& unworthy praise!!!

but soon i observed
what i was turning into
one thing i was sure
the good guy in me was pure
truth is you need to be lost
at times, walk through the thorns
solitude it cost...
sometimes follow your shadow...
its not the dark that you fear
appears...elongates...and gets milky
thats where....one ll find a lost key!!!
its a process you have to walk at times
and u realize its not the fault of the night
...if you dont see
through your inner light...!!!

so den i grew...as fast as i could
i appreciate your effort
& a thank u i should
for sharing my space
for being generous at pace
at this point that now i exist
at a stage of perpetual hope & practice
so now i can, for sure, say
the law of universe, as per se
that you are now longing
longing for me to come back
to smile at you to gaze into you
to hold you at times...
just like
strings that creates a melody
attached to their chime
i know, now u miss
all of my those stupid addictions...
dont expect me...i ll come thou
as a surprise...& not prediction!!!